So I am scheduled to have sinus surgery May 7th, however, I am going in Monday for a second opinion. I scheduled my surgery in a numb state of denial. I just could not really wrap my head around it. Days afterward I started getting nervous and uneasy about my decision. So Monday I am seeing a second ENT Doc. The sinus that needs surgery is behind my eye and causing headaches and LOTS of pressure. I am finding anything that requires a great deal of focus with my eyes is becoming more difficult like reading and driving. If surgery really is the "cure" then I will be on board. However, the surgery is no walk in the park so I want to be sure. Surgery = a broken nose, black eyes, swelling, and pain.
J starts his vacation on Sunday! He is counting down the hours. He is no longer going to Texas, but we will have some fun around town.
I cannot believe that I have not done a post on our new cat addition. We have had her a month now, she is so sweet. I named her Tessa. Tess will have her own post soon, she deserves it.
I am missing my Grace so much. Just tonight I looked at her empty bed and I cried. My heart is heavy. Grief is hard, it seems to come in unpredictable waves. I have also been dealing with such feelings of guilt.
I know guilt is a normal stage of grief, but it is still difficult.
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